AND I WAS WRONG..

I AM HAVING SO MUCH FUN IN MY LIFE
THAT I OVERLOOKED SOMETHING,
I AM NOT CAREFUL.

OCTOBER 5, 2015 - I'M SUPPOSED TO BE VISITED BY MY BESTFRIEND,
BUT I THINK SHE'S DELAYED.
BE CALM, IT'S COOL. IT ALWAYS HAPPEN.
BUT NO. DAYS COME AND GO. WEEKS PASSED.
BUT STILL NO SIGN OF MY FRIEND.

I DIDN'T FREAK OUT - AT FIRST.
I WAS OKAY WITH IT. IT'S FINE! - I THOUGHT TO MYSELF.
I'M HAVING MY MOMENT, I'M HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE.
BUT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO END WHEN I SAW IT.

TWO LINES.
TO OTHERS IT WAS JUST - LINES.
BUT TO ME, IT'S MY LIFE TURNING POINT.
IT'S GOD CONFIRMATION TO ME.

I LOOK AT MY HANDS AND I STARTED TO LAUGH.
I LAUGH LIKE I DESERVED IT.
I LAUGH LIKE A CRAZY FELLOW LOSING THEIR MIND.

AND I STARTED TO CRY.

I CRIED LIKE AN IDIOT.
I CRIED LIKE I AM LOSING MY FAVORITE DOLL.
I CRIED FOR MY FREEDOM.

AND EVERYTHING CAME CRASHING DOWN.
MYSELF,
MY DREAMS,
MY FREEDOM AND MY LIFE.

BUT I GATHERED MY STRENGTH.
TOLD MYSELF THAT THIS IS NOT THE END.
AND MY LIFE IS JUST STARTING.
AND I HAVE TO FACE THIS HEAD ON.

I ACCEPTED MY FAITH.
TOLD MY OTHER HALF THAT - THIS IS IT!

AND THERE IT IS.
MY LIFE.